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So the finance shit started yesterday when I asked my father about the refund for the plane ticket. I do rely on them at the moment to help with my health bills. They pay for all of that but my dietitian and my recent hospitalization.
This morning I called my dad to let him know that I can meet him Thursday morning for breakfast and then we can talk about finances. He worries, which just shows how much he loves me. I apologized for crying for so long to him last night and he understood. He said he knows that things are rough right now and he said moving my job was a good idea. I think he will be completely understandable with me wanting to work with animals. My mother called me while I was talking to him to ask when I wanted to work with her on invites for the wedding. FUCK ME NOW! last thing I wanted to think of right now. I told her I would get everything together and email it to her for her to go over etc. Then she asked why dad called. I told her. She asked me what I will make at PetSmart. I told her the same than at Arbor Place. She asked me when I was working. I told her I start Friday and will work Fri, Sat, Sun this week. She asked if it is a weekend job. I said it is a whatever schedule I want job. End of conversation. BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I feel better that I have a schedule and will be working now. This week in addition to the extra dog walks I picked up I am working Friday 12-close (10p I think), Sat 9:30-6p, Sun 12-7p. Ya for some hours right up! Apparently everyone is very excited I'm coming back :)
Still really depressed. This weather is NOT helping. Raining, freezing, windy, dreary, dark = miserable, depressed steffanie.
lastly, I'm cleaning out all my bookshelves and selling everything that I can.
This morning I called my dad to let him know that I can meet him Thursday morning for breakfast and then we can talk about finances. He worries, which just shows how much he loves me. I apologized for crying for so long to him last night and he understood. He said he knows that things are rough right now and he said moving my job was a good idea. I think he will be completely understandable with me wanting to work with animals. My mother called me while I was talking to him to ask when I wanted to work with her on invites for the wedding. FUCK ME NOW! last thing I wanted to think of right now. I told her I would get everything together and email it to her for her to go over etc. Then she asked why dad called. I told her. She asked me what I will make at PetSmart. I told her the same than at Arbor Place. She asked me when I was working. I told her I start Friday and will work Fri, Sat, Sun this week. She asked if it is a weekend job. I said it is a whatever schedule I want job. End of conversation. BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I feel better that I have a schedule and will be working now. This week in addition to the extra dog walks I picked up I am working Friday 12-close (10p I think), Sat 9:30-6p, Sun 12-7p. Ya for some hours right up! Apparently everyone is very excited I'm coming back :)
Still really depressed. This weather is NOT helping. Raining, freezing, windy, dreary, dark = miserable, depressed steffanie.
lastly, I'm cleaning out all my bookshelves and selling everything that I can.
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