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I am so pissed right now.  J did not pick up the med refil for Roy, 15 yr old boy. He called it in last thursday.  We were suppose to have a canoe trip this past weekend, but it got cancled due to me getting sick.  I had 200 dollars sitting in the bank that I spent elsewhere.  Today I find out he has been off singular for a week with a major canoe trip coming up!! Oh and dr appt I am taking him to next Friday that was to see if he could come off any of the meds.  Why the hell is she so.....I mean come on, even if a canoe trip was planned and my son had no meds wouldn't I speak up and say "Hey the trip is nice but I can't afford my son's medication this month.  Instead of my son going could we spend that money on meds?"  Know what I would say-"HELL YES, LET'S go pick up the meds!!" I don't want him hospitalized again! Please Lord.