Binged

I totally binged today. I just stopped caring about what I ate and how much of it I ate. I went to Taco Bell and got their Nachos Bell Grande at 770 calories, a Taco Supreme at 300 calories. That wasn't enough to make me full, so we went to Wendy's for shakes and I had fries and chicken nuggets as well. I was just so hungry from not eating anything all day. I'm still not full. I'm glad I didn't go to the buffet where it would have been even worse. There I could eat all I wanted, which would have been all the food they have there. I don't know what happened. When I don't eat for a while, my hands start shaking. It's not my blood sugar because I've had it tested when I'm like that, so I don't know what it is. I just know that when I get like that I need food and lots of it.
I shouldn't have let myself get that hungry, but I thought Geo was going to be home soon. He went over to his dad's around 2 to pick up the truck and was supposed to come right back home. That didn't go as planned. He ended up coming home at 7:30. The grocery store we go to closes at 8 and isn't going to be open tomorrow, so we missed our chance at going there for groceries. So tomorrow we have to go early to BJ's (like Costco) and wait in a huge line in a packed store. We tried going there tonight, but it was just a wreck. It took us 5 minutes to get out of the parking lot from a handicapped space near the entrance. I don't know how bad it's going to be tomorrow. I hope it's not as bad, but I'm not getting my hopes up. Geo was in pain from being at his dad's all day and doing a lot of standing and walking, so he didn't want to wait in the car for an hour while I shopped. I don't blame him, considering he's too big for that car in the first place. He has to squeeze in behind the wheel and his knees don't fit well under the wheel. He's over 6 feet 6 inches tall, so any small space is bad for him. He hates airplanes for that reason.
Mood today was good... I'm still getting dizzy and having stomach problems (not going to be made any better for me tonight considering how much I ate), but I've been doing good emotionally. I'm still hallucination the white poufs and little white streaks, along with the feeling of bugs crawling on me, but it's not as bad as it has been. I just hope tomorrow I don't have to be too long over at Geo's dad's, since I want to be home to do my routine. I don't think they are going to let us go before we do fireworks, and that's after dark. I'm not looking forward to being outside at night with all the mosquitoes. But I'm going to try my best to have a good time.