Biggest decision EVER

Made the two biggest decisions ever today.

First I had an awesome day at clinical and I realized that I, steffanie McKay, wants to be a nurse. I want to work with the elderly. I love them. I loved my job today. I want to be a nurse for a home health care company. Yes!!!!

Second I decided to go inpatient. I made the decision while with my therapist today. Im going. Im going because i know i need it and i want to get better Now I have to figure out when. I'm going to talk to my program coordinator and see if I can finish the semester early and then go.

I'm shaking and so anxious and scared right now. Holy shit what did I just do.