Big sigh.....
Well, I slipped yesterday.,I'm not beating myself up too bad. So that's good. I know I'll get right back on the horse. I'm just mad because I had 97 days or something. I went away over night to a bed and breakfast and saw music. I had wine and a margarita. I don't remember the end of the night. WTF. I have been busy, not going on DS, not checking in with my friends here and I wasn't prepared. I didn't consciously think about my plans for not drinking while away. Maybe I was cocky. I really don't know. But it happened. Maybe I'll look at it as a blessing in disguise. It's a reminder of how on top of my game I need to be in order to have long term success. I'm thinking of all my friends on DS. Thanking you all for your love, support and friendship. I just know I don't want to drink. I don't want it or need it in my life.
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Awww. Sorry to hear. But you are right. Get back on that pony and ride ride ride!
I\'m glad that this was a learning experience. Not remembering the evening is not a good sign. Glad you are back and more determined than ever. Gentle hugs.
Just learn from it & move on. You have had great success & I believe I heard that slipping can be part of the process. Its funny you say blessing in disguise. I tried to look at my slip the last time that way. I think it was. For as bad as I felt I think it\'s what I needed to set myself straight. Can\'t ever be too cocky or comfortable.It\'s a marathon not a sprint. We love you & I am here for you.
I have a big lump in my throat. I want to cry. Today already feels like day I\'ll put the boxing gloves on and beat myself up. WTF. I hate this. Thank you guys for your love and support. It means so much to me to know you are there. Xo
Don\'t beat yourself up, chicky. You did awesome and you will continue to do so. It\'s a glitch, not a total breakdown.
xo