BFP!!! I can't believe this!

OMG so after being extremely disappointed after a negative HPT, I decided to put myself through more despair by buying an early HPT that detected 6 days out. I almost threw it away after seeing one line but after a minute or two, a very faint one appeared. This obviously brought me so much hope yesterday and DH told me to buy another. So I took that this morning and it was a tad bit darker. I then called the nurse at my doc office an see if I could Beta test early since I saw a faint line. She said yes and I went immediately to test.
DH drove to my job to have lunch with my since the nurse said they would get back to me around lunchtime. While we were in the car and the nurse called. She sounded happy and told me that she had good news that I tested positive and that my levels are good. She said I still have to come back Monday morning to make sure my numbers increase then we will go from there! My beta is at 45 nine days after transfer, I don't know what that means but she said it was good for being so early. I can't even tell you how I feel because was SO sure it was a not the other day and I've been crying everyday dreading this TWW.
I'm so overjoyed, but of course worried something won't work out, I guess I'm so use to bad news! I'm allowing myself to relish in the fact that this is my First ever BFP and we have worked so hard to get to this point!
I pray that Monday tests come back higher and that everything works out. Here I am worried that all the anxiety and stress this week will affect my outcome, I need to RELAX! Daily meditation starts today again!
I'm so ecstatic I can't even put it into words. I love all you ladies and thank you for having hope for me when I didn't have ANY for myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!