Been Awhile

I posted the following to some fellow just friends and fellow dance friends:I had the grand opening of my dance studio in 2006.  Obviously, my life pretty much fell apart that year.  I have spent the years in between then and now, going back and forth….making some progress and then nothing.  I have spent a lot of time, reassessing my dream, making sure it is true to me and what I really want.  On one side, I have so much faith in this dream.  I know I can make this happen.  I know I am in such a good area to make this happen.  I have so many pulling for me to make it happen.  On the other side, so much of life still seems so much in the way.  I am struggling with the next step.  I have things going, but know I can take it to the next level.  I just can’t seem to manage it.  I am not sure how much is stress, just being tired of so much struggle over the years and how much is just uncertainty, being separate and away from it for so long, and just fear of failure or it not being enough.  I am still certain of my dream, I just can’t seem to get over this hump and actually make it happen.
Am I just scared to take the next step?