beddy bye time

thanks for the great suggestions and support ..........xoxoxooxoxoxooxoxo
i'm sipping a mug of hot water with a small trace of tea in it........colored water really. the warmth feels so good........my cheekbones, jaw, glands are in pain.  sick as a dog - pollinated.  ate up with it.
praying for everyone in Boston, for loss, for the injured, all those in care of everyone.......for the families......praying.
not sure where the bad dream came from.  nothing i've read or seen in the news was about the subject matter.  my preference is to let go, release it - not carry it in my subconcious........not let it paint my nightdreams.
appt Friday with the hematologist.  early afternoon........it's a bit of a hike, gotta get my awake revved for the drive.  tomorrow is the eye check up........and bruce is supposed to come to mow the lawn.  i need to pick up some stuff he needs for the yard. the yard looks so scraggly, can't wait for him to spruce things up!
gonna go dig up my beddy bear.......nuke him and put him on my neck and face for awhile.  see if it will soothe the facial/neckpain.  where oh where can the beddy bear be?  kids gave him to me to ease pain a  long time ago..........mostly i'm a freeze pain person, but not today.  i could just put some rice in a sock and nuke that...........that would work.  ok loveys........time to fix stuff, go to bed, drift off and pray to sleep like a baby. 
Dear Heavenly Father,
Please wrap a soft beautiful starry sky around my dreams, keep me nestled and safe.......cast off any thoughts......that lead to fear.  You said in the word "to fear not"......you spoke of it 365 times.....so I know how important it is to you.........that we not live in fear.......but turn all things over to you, live under your leadership.  Surrender it all to you........thank you for taking away my fear, please bless my family and friends, please help all those impacted in Boston. In your name, Amen.