beautiful day

work went ok - things weren't ready totally for me to work with - but even though

I did good work.

I just got out of the shower and dressed. Feeling great and refreshed!

Listening to the radio and debating the squirelly mind to write or not

to write. Sometimes the play within me can take me down a very linear

way of thinking. Practically living in an aesthetic of a kind, in a way...

and as I took a shower still understanding this and feeling trapped within

that - depressed, sad, powerless - and blind to any other conclusion...I gratefully started

thinking in terms of pumping myself to create some good plan for myself...for the day....

I can do it...i thought... I can do it... I can make a plan for myself...an active sense

rather than passive or defeated sense when the inspiration isn't a linear progression....

And I can do it now that I am thinking it.... Writing here gives me a place to manifest

that creativity and  but also anchors

that burgeoning energy that comes from pumping myself up. So, here's to making plans

and following through... The day is ours...Carpe Diem!!

It's time to take a walk!

Then therapy!