BATTLE OF THE BULDGE...BULDGES...LOL!

I WANT TO WEAR A BATHING SUIT AND LOOK DECENT. THE LITTLE BALCK BIKINI IS A JOKE..LOL!
I AM STILL DIETING. I EAT HEALTHY ALL THE TIME BUT I DO HAVE MY WEAKER MOMENTS WHEN I CRAVE CHOCOLATE OR SALT. I WAS FINE WITH MY WEIGHT UNTIL LAST JANUARY. MY PDOC CHANGED UP MY MEDS AND IT WAS LIKE POOF THERE WAS 10 PLUS POUNDS. THEN AT THEN END OF FEBRUARY MY DAUGHTER AND I HAD THE "MAJOR" FALLING OUT. SO DEPRESSION SET IN AND POOF ANOTHER 10 PLUS POUNDS. I WANT TO LOOSE 30.
I WANT TO THANK ALL OF MY DS FRIEND FOR YOUR IMPUT. I AM A BIG TIME WATER DRINKER AND ALWAYS HAVE BEEN. I EAT LOADS OF FRUIT AND VEGGIES, MORE VEGGIES THAN FRUIT. I USE WEIGHT WATCHERS BUT BASICALLY I AM A CALORIE COUNTER AND I LOG ON TO LOSEIT.COM EVERYDAY. HERE I TRACK MY CALORIES AND MY EXERCISE (HUBBY TOO). IT MAKES YOU VERY AWARE OF WHERE THE CALORIES COME FROM WHEN YOU NEED TO JOURNAL THEM ALL. SAME CONCEPT AS WEIGHT WATCHERS. ANYWAY...I AM STILL TRYING.
THANKS EVERYBODY. DEBBIE