Bad news again !
You would think I'd be used to things not going my way when I see my RE. I still always end up hoping to get good news.
We'll today was still a shock. Guest what, my mc still isn't over or at least there's still some left over material. Everyone couldn't believe it. After all I did get a very intense D&C over a month ago and she put in an IUD to make sure everything would be ok. I know there's nothing more we could have done. My body just sucks big time.
I need surgery now and the bad part is that with summer being here, I probably won't be able to get it before September. Once I get it, I'll get a new IUD put in, so no TTC before November.
I just feel like I keep living the same situation all over. I new right away when I saw the screen that it wasn't good. She talk again about me getting a surrogate. My results from the mc came back and the scarring is what caused it. She says DH and I make great embries and she knows I'd have a baby right away if I had someone to carry the baby for me. I wish I had someone that could do it, but I don't and you can't find a stranger in Québec to do it for you so I guest I'm stuck. I figure I'll try to look into it some more but I haven't found a way in the past so I don't see how I'll be able to now.
The results have hit me real hard. I'm at a loss right now. I don't know how I can keep on going and doing the same things just to end up in the same place. I'm so not ready to give up on our dream but at the same time, I'm really not sure it will ever be possible.
We'll today was still a shock. Guest what, my mc still isn't over or at least there's still some left over material. Everyone couldn't believe it. After all I did get a very intense D&C over a month ago and she put in an IUD to make sure everything would be ok. I know there's nothing more we could have done. My body just sucks big time.
I need surgery now and the bad part is that with summer being here, I probably won't be able to get it before September. Once I get it, I'll get a new IUD put in, so no TTC before November.
I just feel like I keep living the same situation all over. I new right away when I saw the screen that it wasn't good. She talk again about me getting a surrogate. My results from the mc came back and the scarring is what caused it. She says DH and I make great embries and she knows I'd have a baby right away if I had someone to carry the baby for me. I wish I had someone that could do it, but I don't and you can't find a stranger in Québec to do it for you so I guest I'm stuck. I figure I'll try to look into it some more but I haven't found a way in the past so I don't see how I'll be able to now.
The results have hit me real hard. I'm at a loss right now. I don't know how I can keep on going and doing the same things just to end up in the same place. I'm so not ready to give up on our dream but at the same time, I'm really not sure it will ever be possible.
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So Sorry that you have hit another roadblock....Keep the faith and all will fall into place
I am so very sorry that you\'ve hit another setback. I really hope that somehow, something works out for you. You deserve this! Please take care of yourself in the meantime, and I hope the next surgery goes well. Hugs!!!
OMG I\'m in shock. So sorry that this is still going on. I\'m with jewel, keep the faith, everything will have to fall into place. Hope surgery goes well and that you find a surrogate willing to help.
Roxy, I am so, so sorry. When I was having my miscarriages, my mom would say to me, there is a little soul out there that is trying so hard to get to you, so you need to keep trying too. I think its the same in your case. I don\'t know if the Lap will make the difference or if a surrogate is the right answer, but I do believe there is a little soul out there that is trying so hard to stay with you and you will have them in your arms one day. Big hugs
I\'m so sorry this is happening to you. I really like what LaurieNYC said. I think she\'s right! I hope some how, some way and soon this will all be behind you.
I am so sorry:( Road blocks are so defeating. I really hope somehow, someway you are able to find a surrogate. Sending big hugs...xoxo