Bad Luck

I am just so sad.  Nothing is going right.  Every week is a new disaster.  I just want to stay in the house the rest of my life like my aunt who was agoraphobic.  people need something good to happen once in a while.  I would be happy for nothing to happen for a very long time.  I am going to church now.  Something I haven't done in a long tme since I am working so hard trying to save up for mycoming unemployment and I can't collect unemployment.  Life is so sad to me and I just see disaster looming in my future.  Hopefully God will be listening to me today and hear my prayers