Bad day. Bad bad day.

Writing this on my mobile so not my usual format. Bit if a crappy one to be honest and I'm feeling a little guilty. My sister's marriage is over. Her and her husband have been together a year and they are now done. My nan and then my mother called me to tell me, sister hasn't yet. But they both told me that my sister will need the full support of her family, me included. And I'm left seething. She didn't support me! No one fucking supported me. I have even left to rot outside of the bosom of my family fed measly scraps whenever they deign to indulge me but that is double edged with criticism of my choice to cut my abuser out of my life. I hate them. I hate them all. They suck. They only care about themselves and their precious golden girl. I am nothing but a tool for hem to use when they feel like it and I am sick to ducking death of begging for scraps and being fed bullshit.