Back to pounding my chest again

Wife is totally self-absorbed.  I want to be on a bus heading out of here.  I want to be dead.  I have returned to pounding my chest in the hope of bringing on a heart attack and ending it all.  Driving today was a challenge, not to head into a phone pole.  I want to be dead.  I am tired of this whole rat race. 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Hi there, please don\'t hurt yourself, you deserve to live a good life, and I\'m sure it\'s going to happen for you, just as I have to believe it will happen to me and everyone else suffering.
Be strong, I really hope you feel much better soon.
Bistro
Bistro

Take the time to write down on a piece of paper how your life would be if you could have ANY Live you would like ... ANY .........................life. Then read it. Next, PLAN How you\'re going to Get there. It works. Also, make a List of 10 things you Want. Not what your wife wants, what YOU want. Then GET THEM. It won\'t take long and you\'ll be making another list of 20 things.
reisen55
reisen55

I agree, that was written in a particularly bad state of mind. I thank all of you.