Back to Day 5..
I'm back trying again... I'm going to spend more time reading, posting, and praying. I need a higher power to help me with this; it doesn't work on my own, that is for sure.
Right now I really want to think of the place as totally disgusting, with a HUGE consequence for even thinking of entering those doors. :] I don't have to pretend . . that is the truth.
Hope all is well with everyone; feeling good about the last 5 days.. it's the little things.
Also, lost 2 pounds on weight watchers, so that is good!
Will exercise tonight and try to stay disciplined about everything!
Never give up - one day at a time.
Hugs to all,
Smokeygirl
Right now I really want to think of the place as totally disgusting, with a HUGE consequence for even thinking of entering those doors. :] I don't have to pretend . . that is the truth.
Hope all is well with everyone; feeling good about the last 5 days.. it's the little things.
Also, lost 2 pounds on weight watchers, so that is good!
Will exercise tonight and try to stay disciplined about everything!
Never give up - one day at a time.
Hugs to all,
Smokeygirl
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I don\'t understand a word you used in your journal. What does \"discipline\" mean? Lmao. Good for you losing 2 lbs. I think I found them... I miss you. Thanks for being here. Love you, Girl. ~E
You are doing great!!! We all had to cross that 5 day mark on this journey! No turning back!! :) you can do this!