Back the Blues

 Depression is a bitch. It`s saturday and I`m isolated with my bud weiser. He`s been a friend for a long time. Bud has never let me down but I have let him down because of his influence on me is not always positive. Bud makes me happy at times. But sometimes he brings me down. I injured my ankle 6 weeks ago at Havenwyk mental hospital. I liked my stay there but I may have to sue the hospital for my injury. 6 weeks of pain in suffering from this ankle injury sucks. I`ve suffered bi-polar for 18 years. Today is just another day in hell. Someday hopefully not by my own hand I`ll die and this hell will end.