Back in the saddle

It's been a very long time since I've been on DS and certainly now updating the journal.  I gradually built myself back into a confident person.  I went over three years without an episode and even now, I'm not feeling as bad as I once was, but I'm experiencing that haze of depression.  So I will write.  
I have in the last year gotten divorced (fortunately on good terms.)  I have since found the person that I was supposed to be with the entire time!  We have gotten married and I thank God for her.  My occupation has forced me to move from my hometown to another city a little over an hour away.  That's not too bad for seeing my friends and family, but I've never lived anywhere else and it's messed my routine up.  
I made the stupid mistake to quit taking my meds and live life without them.  So since I've started feeling not-so-great again, I've started back.  Three days into my anti-depressant now and I really need it to start working.  I'm not bad today, but just kind of here.  I still feel that lingering haze of depression and it really needs to go away!