Back in the groove

8 days now back in the groove - - I feel good again and I shared a lot of things with my husband - he is helping me stay on track - always reminding me that it's impossible for me to gamble responsibly and that this truly is a sickness I have.  He forgives me for everything and is being very supportive of my need to kick this completely.  I'm sure he understands more than I know... I am substituting other behaviors like reading or my puzzles, so that's the plan . . . to overcome the urge to go to the casino. On the road again . . . the recovery road.
Staying away feels good - just for today I have not and will not gamble. 
Smokeygirl