Back from appointment
I feel the need to cry but I can't yet because the kids are up and I don't want to upset them. I went to the doctors today, I had never been to this one before so I was more nervous then usual. The doctor was through if a bit brusque he focused mainly on my asthma, I have been having trouble breathing lately, and it scares me. I hope it is just my asthma and not something worse. He gave me some singular and some Symbicort. I pray that it works Please Lord. I also told him about the tiredness, and the lack of energy I have been feeling. I forgot to mention that I also have muscle weakness, so now I am kicking myself. I hope that wasn't an awful mistake. He ordered a CBC with manual diff., comprehensive panel, UA, and checking for vitamin D defieceny(sp). He also wanted to do a physical in two weeks. I pray that by then I will get some answers. I am also having a lot of anxiety, full blown anxiety a place I never wanted to be again. Where is all of my faith now? Why can't I trust in God like I should? What is wrong with me? I fully believe when I pray for other people that God is listening, but for some reason I fear He does not hear me when I pray for myself. I know He does I need to keep the Faith, He is there and He will help me. Thank you Jesus.
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have you ever had a gi series? you feel really great afterward because it cleans EVERYTHING out and its also good for preventing buildup, as buildup causes cancer. or that water thing that princess diana used to get all the time, it cleans out your colon and you DO feel really good afterward for a couple of days.
anxiety is soothed by sunshine, extra SLEEP, potassium. they did a study and a human needs at least 10 minutes of sunshine per day both for the vitamins and to ward off depression. the more fresh air you get, the less food you need and the less depressed you will be.