back at home now

well, im back home. son went out with his freind. so i can get on here for a short time. moniter is flikkering. dont know what that means, but its kinda scarry. ya he went out. going to b.f.s tommorow and wll be back sun evening. its going to be so hot out there. dreading it. going to bring my own fan, i dont even care what he thinks. im allready very nervoius about going there. i hate it there. going to be cleaning out closets and so forth. we were going to go out, but it got cancelled. so lit will probly be just me and him. i realy hope i can keep my temper this weekend. im seaving son here by himself. i hope for his sake and mine, he doesnt trash this place. ok, have to go post the rules for wene im gone. im very nervoius about even leaving, not because of son i just hate it out there. its os hot out there. ok, will try to get on sunday but son will prob be on so it will probly be monday evening while he is in class. ok, by for now...