August

Well as of tomorrow night my mother will be coming on a flight to Arizona to come visit me and see the new grandbaby I'm so excited and I have so much to tell her I wanna hug her because I miss her daily with all our codependency was a little weird but that connection between a child and a parent is pretty much unbreakable in my case Well I got to meet a little my little nephew he's beautiful he's almost a month so I'm really blessed that I got to meet him and hold him this months is been pretty good I got my little kitty kitty he's a year and a half I think he's   Henri and smart And keeps  on my toes he really brings my anxiety down because we're having some monsoon action and I just cuddle him in my anxiety melts away as far as everything goes everything's good for me this month it was one of the best months of the year in my opinion now I really want to save up for money for Christmas New family members as it I would like to buy for for Christmas I know it's four or five months away but you got to plan ahead sometimes. Getting off court order treatment was a test of time a relief I celebrated and went to Olive Garden with my best friend and stepmom and dad and had cheesecake in honor of celebration of getting off of COT which is it's been a year let's just say that and more. I'm watching a lot of TV calms me down but I also would like to keep exercise on the brakes well we'll see what tomorrow has in store hopefully my mom makes it here safe and I get to spend quality time with her wish me luck