At School

Dear Kitty,             I've just got back from Open House and am listening to I Giorni again; normally, when I listen to this song, it makes me feel sad, but today is different. I feel sad, but I feel completely at peace with the world...like...like anything could happen, and it wouldn't matter. I've never felt like this before, but it creates the perfect mood for thinking. I can think about anything, and, for once, my head is clear; answers to my problems just seem to appear out of nowhere. I feel like the kind of person who could live alone happily, who could be completely out of touch with the world and...and yet know everyone, everything. I feel like the kind of person that everything is either good or bad for. This probably doesn't make any sense, but it's hard to write it all down.              Still, I'm tired and I need to go and do some work; there'll be more time for thinking later in bed (which means I shan't get to sleep for ages, but oh well)               Oh, hang on; the song's just changed. It's called 'Primavera'. It sounds like something out of 'The Secret Garden'; it really is pretty, but I should probably change it because it's making me feel weird in a VERY bad way.               I'll write again tomorrow.I love you.MexxxxxxxxxxP.S. I think that it's been just over four weeks...but I've lost count again. Oh well.