at aunts house

well, so far the appt went better than i thought. i of course gave too much information as ussuall. i wish i would stop that. im allways saying too much or inappropriate things. glad son was there. it went ok.  over at aunts house for a while. son off school for the weekend so i wont be able to use home computer. thought i would at least get on and write a little. bf coming over tonight. just have to make it to the end of the month. cant beleive how broke i am. i havnt been this broke in a long time. had to go to food pantry.i am pretty insucure now. have to work on that. noticing that i look down wene i walk now. i trained myself to hold my head up and look people in the eye. now i have reverted to my old ways. spirraling down moore every day. ok, got to go and try to feed us on 3 dollars. yay good luck with that.... wont be on again prob till monday evening. will try to get on before.....