As the days go by

Well, things are looking up in a way. my stress levels have come down considerably. I have realised i am a creature of routine, and when the routine is disrupted all hell breaks loose. This has been a valuable realisation for me. I have always been punctual, and as organised as i can be. I am slowly recovering from a lot of upety distracting things that were toxic for me. My daughter and her douchbag boyfriend have moved out, and are soon going to be parents. I am excited about the baby coming, my forst grandchild. My youngest son and the only child left at home has had his surgery and recovered incredibly well. He is back on the football field and happier than ever. I have chosen to re educate and head up a different path. With all the therapy i have been involved in, I am learning a great deal about myself and where i strayed from the path best for me. As the days go by I am seeing more and more that this is just a bump in the road and life goes on. I am still struggling financially but this is only temporary so I try not to stress too much about it. I have also deicided to avoid getting into a relatioship. I am not ready and thus would not be fair to anyone I chose to be with. I need to learn to be on my own and to be happy as such.