As if there isn't enough for me to worry about !!!!

Now on TOP of everything else... NOW THIS !!!!

Yet ANOTHER call from a " collection agency " about medical bills ! 

WHEN will this bullshit end ??!?!?!?

I have TOO much on my mind as it is lately without adding this to it all ! 

Besides, my credit rating is lousy enough without ADDING another item to the debts ! 

MY GOD !!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ... PLEASE HELP ME GET OFF OF THIS ROLLERCOASTER RIDE FROM HELL !!!!

I can't stand all of this anymore... I've had enough of it all ! I can't take it anymore ! 

It's bad enough that right now I have 2 meds scrips from the cardiologist that I need to take in to Walmart - or possibly Publix - to get filled.... sometime soon, hopefully ! 

HOW soon that will happen ? I have no freakin' idea ! 

I'm so bone tired still from the cardiologist appt. I just had yesterday ! I can't even begin to make my mind think of going OUT again so SOON ! 

I know I need to.... but that's just NOT the point... I'm TIRED of everything being URGENT... ALL of the DAMN TIME ! 

WHY is it that EVERYTHING is a urgent matter... ALWAYS ???! 

Can't ANYTHING HAPPEN AT A ' NORMAL ' PACE FOR A CHANGE ??!