As if I do not have enough stress now...

So, on top of all the crap I am having to put up with from my in laws, my sister in law, my stepdaughters -- my job was terminated. I am out of work.  There are some who will say that G-d is "testing me".  But I am sick and tired of being tested. I just want to have a nice, quiet, calm, uneventful and UNINTERESTING life.  What is so wrong with that??? My head is hurting me, I have these little growths popping out all over on the back left side and they HURT. I am seeing my doctor in a couple of hours about this.  Enough already!  I have had enough!!! ugh, I can't write. I don't even have the right words and my head hurts.