Argh I cant take this

Yesterday when i got home from program that bitch vanessa one of the counselors hammered down on me again.  oh my god when is this gonna end because everytime she fucking hammers down on me it sends me into a panick attack.  

I thought where i live is to help people become more independent but that bitch vanessa treats me like a maggot in a boot camp.  I really dont need all the stress I have fucking anxiety.  My anxiety is untreated at this time because they are trying to get my moods stable on depakote first.  If vanessa keeps this up I will call the head of options that bitch cant throw me under a bus and get away with it.