Argh!

I am stressed today.  I hate having AD/HD!  I will be taking a test in a few weeks for promotional opportunities with the State and am having the worst time studying for it.  I'd like to find whoever cooks up these tests and pull out their fingernails one by one!  The tests are nothing short of diabolical and really mess with your head.  They have nothing to do with a person's intellect or work ethic.  I used to be able to ace these tests by some miracle but I don't think that's going to happen this time.  I'll just have to keep studying and do my best. So maybe it's not AD/HD I hate so much as the systematic method by which certain overpaid state employees contrive to keep the rest of us innocent schmoes down! I'll be going to my doctor tonight so she can see how I'm doing on Concerta and hopefully up the dose.  The test is in 2-1/2 weeks so if she ups the dose now, I may have a chance in hell of passing the test. SHIT, FUCK, DAMMIT ALL!!!  This sucks!!!