April 2014
Written June 2010 how things change over time
I once said I would never love again,
building up a wall so no other could get in
and bathe in my love that I keep contained
then leave me when they're through to sit in pain
letting my love drain from me
they broke my heart and always left with a piece
leaving me feeling incomplete
empty
undeserving of love
"destined to be alone" were my only thoughts
Even though companionship was what I sought
But that did no good
It landed me in one horrible relationship after the other
My only good relationship ended
"will there ever be another?"
I used to ask myself this question everyday
And with no answer I finally gave up
I felt when it comes to love, I'd always have bad luck
Even when I met you
Initially I kept my heart shut
I didn't want to share my love
I wasn't sure I could trust
you....
Then again I find it hard to trust anyone new
But for some odd reason that's not how I felt about you
You a girl I barely knew
You who just walked into life
With the brightest of smiles
And purist of intentions
I instantly knew you would be my friend
However I didn't know
That you would tear down theses walls and walk right into my heart
That has constantly been torn apart
broken and jumped on
then dragged through the dirt
my fragile heart has felt so closed and hurt
That I tried to hide it from the world
And now all of these walls are broken by one girl
So special is she
So special to me
She stole my heart
And has begun to take my love
Causing these walls to rapidly fall apart
making me love again
forcing me to her in
A once well guarded heart
now defenseless and bare
with nothing but love to share
So much love that you should never second guess how much I care.
Because even at 3 in the morning I'll be there
to listen to you every word
I'll forever be yours
So just tell me what's wrong, I promise I won't judge
And I won't say a word, these lips won't budge
But my mind tells me NO! remembering all my past pain
By my heart ssays YES! because it's ready to love again
The hell with reason
My heart wins this fight
I'm sorry but not telling you how I feel just isn't right
I want nothing more than to be with you
And I would do whatever it takes to make that happen
I would destroy every remaining wall
And gladly let you walk in
you can stay as long as you please
you can have all of my love
you can take my heart from me
But deserving of your love
I don't think I am
But if ever given the chance I would work heard to make sure that I can
deserve you love and every ounce of you heart
For you to know that you can trust
that I will do all I can so that it will never fall apart
You who are so special to me
Composed with such elegance and grace
Always able to put a smile on my face
Quicken my hearts pace
Would you come fill this empty space
Reserved only for you
And if I need to do more
Could you tell me what to do?
Will you guide me?
Will you show me?
How to be deserving of your love
Will you give me a gentle push,
to the inner chambers of you heart?
And if that's not ok
I just hope that you will stay in my life
Because you make my days so bright
You take away my frowns and replace them with a smile
You have an open pass to my heart
if you promise it will never fall apart
I once said I would never love again,
building up a wall so no other could get in
and bathe in my love that I keep contained
then leave me when they're through to sit in pain
letting my love drain from me
they broke my heart and always left with a piece
leaving me feeling incomplete
empty
undeserving of love
"destined to be alone" were my only thoughts
Even though companionship was what I sought
But that did no good
It landed me in one horrible relationship after the other
My only good relationship ended
"will there ever be another?"
I used to ask myself this question everyday
And with no answer I finally gave up
I felt when it comes to love, I'd always have bad luck
Even when I met you
Initially I kept my heart shut
I didn't want to share my love
I wasn't sure I could trust
you....
Then again I find it hard to trust anyone new
But for some odd reason that's not how I felt about you
You a girl I barely knew
You who just walked into life
With the brightest of smiles
And purist of intentions
I instantly knew you would be my friend
However I didn't know
That you would tear down theses walls and walk right into my heart
That has constantly been torn apart
broken and jumped on
then dragged through the dirt
my fragile heart has felt so closed and hurt
That I tried to hide it from the world
And now all of these walls are broken by one girl
So special is she
So special to me
She stole my heart
And has begun to take my love
Causing these walls to rapidly fall apart
making me love again
forcing me to her in
A once well guarded heart
now defenseless and bare
with nothing but love to share
So much love that you should never second guess how much I care.
Because even at 3 in the morning I'll be there
to listen to you every word
I'll forever be yours
So just tell me what's wrong, I promise I won't judge
And I won't say a word, these lips won't budge
But my mind tells me NO! remembering all my past pain
By my heart ssays YES! because it's ready to love again
The hell with reason
My heart wins this fight
I'm sorry but not telling you how I feel just isn't right
I want nothing more than to be with you
And I would do whatever it takes to make that happen
I would destroy every remaining wall
And gladly let you walk in
you can stay as long as you please
you can have all of my love
you can take my heart from me
But deserving of your love
I don't think I am
But if ever given the chance I would work heard to make sure that I can
deserve you love and every ounce of you heart
For you to know that you can trust
that I will do all I can so that it will never fall apart
You who are so special to me
Composed with such elegance and grace
Always able to put a smile on my face
Quicken my hearts pace
Would you come fill this empty space
Reserved only for you
And if I need to do more
Could you tell me what to do?
Will you guide me?
Will you show me?
How to be deserving of your love
Will you give me a gentle push,
to the inner chambers of you heart?
And if that's not ok
I just hope that you will stay in my life
Because you make my days so bright
You take away my frowns and replace them with a smile
You have an open pass to my heart
if you promise it will never fall apart
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