April 19 2014
Today I feel better. I have opened up and I am being honest to anyone who has asked me whats wrong with me. Two subordinates asked me today what was wrong and I explained that me and my Fiance seperated on bad terms.
I decided to be open after having an interesting night the night before. Last night I received a call and refused to answer it, it was from a friend that calls me about 3 times a year. I however decided to text her to find out why she called. I thought it was odd she was calling but i was interested to know why she was calling considering she called st as I had finished crying and praying that God remove the pain from my heart I was feeling. She would go on to ask me to come out and have a drink, of which I would refuse because I was still sick to my stomach. She would then offer me dinner and again I said no.
It was what shelast that changed my willingness to go out. She said "Come on Out" we both have problems. I am suffering from Stage 3 Cancer. I then said "No problem I will be there right away" After I arrived home I decided to text Ex Fiance's friends phone and take the chance of having her forwrd to my Ex. I was pleased and suprised that not only did she return my call she called me back as well. She was very nice and she was very honest she pleaded with me to leave my Ex alone. She said it's going to take something major to change her around. I agreed. She told me if I ever get weak to give her a call and she would talk me out of calling her. I thanked her.
The rest of my day has went smooth and I'm starting to feel better. I am open when people ask me what's wrong and that has helped me. I realize their will be those who question my strength and there will be those who will appreciate my honesty.
My Ex actually texted me today to tell me never to call her friends or famiily again or she will get me arrested for harassment. Thats so funny considering her family and friends have best supporters.
I decided to be open after having an interesting night the night before. Last night I received a call and refused to answer it, it was from a friend that calls me about 3 times a year. I however decided to text her to find out why she called. I thought it was odd she was calling but i was interested to know why she was calling considering she called st as I had finished crying and praying that God remove the pain from my heart I was feeling. She would go on to ask me to come out and have a drink, of which I would refuse because I was still sick to my stomach. She would then offer me dinner and again I said no.
It was what shelast that changed my willingness to go out. She said "Come on Out" we both have problems. I am suffering from Stage 3 Cancer. I then said "No problem I will be there right away" After I arrived home I decided to text Ex Fiance's friends phone and take the chance of having her forwrd to my Ex. I was pleased and suprised that not only did she return my call she called me back as well. She was very nice and she was very honest she pleaded with me to leave my Ex alone. She said it's going to take something major to change her around. I agreed. She told me if I ever get weak to give her a call and she would talk me out of calling her. I thanked her.
The rest of my day has went smooth and I'm starting to feel better. I am open when people ask me what's wrong and that has helped me. I realize their will be those who question my strength and there will be those who will appreciate my honesty.
My Ex actually texted me today to tell me never to call her friends or famiily again or she will get me arrested for harassment. Thats so funny considering her family and friends have best supporters.
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