Apologizing
I don't know why it has been so hard for me to post my journals for you guys to read. For a while now I've become to anxious to even talk about whats hurting me online. Iv'e become a mess. Wy is it so easy for other people to come out and talk about everything? I feel bottled up I'm having a hard time giving advice. I can't think of how to say what I feel. I will write a journal entry and then maybe 5 minutes later I delete it. I wanted to post a topic in the GD, but then I didn't want it to be open for everyone. So then I was going to just ask for someone to talk to me via PM, but I got scared again to talk about it. I don't want to talk about it with my friends...I'm not sure what 'it' is exactly. Some days I'm fine, then other days I feel suffocated. Today I can't stop crying.
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:( *hugs* you can talk to me :) are you afraid of being judged for the things you want to say? do you just feel like you can\'t put what you want to say into something that makes sense? it\'s okay to just feel. if you want to write a journal entry, just write/type it out and let it out of your system. you don\'t have to post it on DS, but sometimes, that just a way of letting it go. like if you crumple up a piece of paper and throw it at the wall instead of holding on to it. ? maybe ? If you\'re on AIM and want to talk, my screen name is vanyaview1979 . I\'m usually on between in the evenings and weekends.