Anxiety attacks at work.

This is in regards to my previous journal entry.
 
I know I could just ask someone else at work to handle closing up at work for me at the end of the day. However, it would be too awkward for me. They would of course probably want to know why I can no longer take care of such a mundane task as locking up 4 doors and unplugging a water heating pot.
There aren't really any good reasons I can think of to give them without explaining the actual reason for it. And to be honest I REALLY do not want to be letting anyone at work know about my problems.
 
It's incredibly embarrassing for me for starters. Also, I wouldn't feel safe divulging that information at work since most of my coworkers and supervisors are women.
 
I feel like I'm just stuck having to go through this daily routine of triggers at work and try not to break down. Plus, even if someone did take over closing up at work for me there would still be the triggers and "anxiety attacks" I experience while grabbing my stuff and getting ready to leave at the end of each day.