Anxiety

The weather has me stiffer and more swollen than usual. My left arm is burning and throbbing and so has my lower back. The rain is very much needed here but I dread the pain that comes along with it. I started hurting since Friday night and haven't been able to get rid of it. The burning from my left arm extends up to the bottom of my chin and outwards. I'm also excited because my baby comes home today. They just left Hawaii about 20 mins ago and I can't wait for him to be home. I've been up since 3:36 am because I can't get my arm comfortable I'm hoping the Motrin will kick in soon so I can rest a while before José has to go to work and out routine starts once again. As i sit here crying I ponder what I did so wrong to deserve to be in such pain.