another tube

just got out of the hospital today because they put the tube in monday. the kid I shared a room with also had ewing sarcoma and hes the same age as me but he's only been dealing with it for a few months. he had a lot of people visiting him and staying with him and his wall was covered with cards and notes and he had only been there since monday to. I'm not complaning or anything, it was just wierd. thats not the right word, it was interesting. like a glimpse into somebody else life. I wonder if he wasn't sick if his family would still like him that much.
I was hoping that I would get home and there would be a letter from dad but there isn't. I'm guna write him again.
I really don't feel good and I think i sleep to much. guess it don't matter, nothing does.