Another Night Down
Tonight ended up being worse than last night.. Too much time to think but I actually cried tonight while driving - not good. These emotions are being allowed to take control and at that particular time, they can't.
i'm sure that the lack of sleep this weekend thanks to the idiots on 15th street (company client) had a lot to do with it. Hell, how are you supposed to function properly with 3 hours of sleep since Friday morning? Hopefully no calls Sunday so I can get some rest because this week is going to be challenging again starting out with the Monday night meeting to go over the filing. I don't want to do this but I know it's bound to happen. She seems so dead set on it.
i have to ask her to reconsider. I don't think I have a prayer but at least then I'll know. I won't be left wondering.. The only way I'll know for sure. It may kill me inside but there can't be that much still living at this point.
i'm sure that the lack of sleep this weekend thanks to the idiots on 15th street (company client) had a lot to do with it. Hell, how are you supposed to function properly with 3 hours of sleep since Friday morning? Hopefully no calls Sunday so I can get some rest because this week is going to be challenging again starting out with the Monday night meeting to go over the filing. I don't want to do this but I know it's bound to happen. She seems so dead set on it.
i have to ask her to reconsider. I don't think I have a prayer but at least then I'll know. I won't be left wondering.. The only way I'll know for sure. It may kill me inside but there can't be that much still living at this point.
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