Another Hospital visit.
This journal entry is just a bit of a vent.
Everything I did yesterday morning to calm myself while feeling very panicky didn't work. So off to the hospital emerg I went. After two ECGS, and two sets of blood, everything came back okay. However I am being referred to the vascular lab for test just as a precaution. That is okay better to have all things looked at. Most likely what happened yesterday was just another bad panic/anxiety attack.
I figured one thing out that is a contributing factor and that is my brother in law who is a drunk. A combination of beer and whisky and in 2 hrs he is drunk and starts to drunk text another brother, and then their is the disrespect he has for his 89 yr old mother. Husband is the youngest of 14 children and is 48, the drunk is 51, and the other brother is close to 70 he is living with mom to help take care of her and he is awesome. We are only here until Nov 15, then we move into our own place, but it's going to be hard to leave! Won't miss the drunk but will miss my mother in law and the other brother in law.
Something else I must say is that the drunk was married to my sister, they have been divorced for almost 20 yrs, the have 5 children together. My mother loves all her grandchildren I know that. But he, the drunk, talks as if his children are the only ones. And he's a gossip. So now befor he has a chance I need to tell my mother what happened yesterday befor he has a chance to screw up the events.
I am hoping today will be a better calming day.
Everything I did yesterday morning to calm myself while feeling very panicky didn't work. So off to the hospital emerg I went. After two ECGS, and two sets of blood, everything came back okay. However I am being referred to the vascular lab for test just as a precaution. That is okay better to have all things looked at. Most likely what happened yesterday was just another bad panic/anxiety attack.
I figured one thing out that is a contributing factor and that is my brother in law who is a drunk. A combination of beer and whisky and in 2 hrs he is drunk and starts to drunk text another brother, and then their is the disrespect he has for his 89 yr old mother. Husband is the youngest of 14 children and is 48, the drunk is 51, and the other brother is close to 70 he is living with mom to help take care of her and he is awesome. We are only here until Nov 15, then we move into our own place, but it's going to be hard to leave! Won't miss the drunk but will miss my mother in law and the other brother in law.
Something else I must say is that the drunk was married to my sister, they have been divorced for almost 20 yrs, the have 5 children together. My mother loves all her grandchildren I know that. But he, the drunk, talks as if his children are the only ones. And he's a gossip. So now befor he has a chance I need to tell my mother what happened yesterday befor he has a chance to screw up the events.
I am hoping today will be a better calming day.
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I\'m glad the hospital appointment wasn\'t worse. I hope your life is much calmer now.
It is much calmer but the attacks are still happening and I am still learning how to deal and get through them.