Another fail

So I remind mum of conversation about timing of tea, that was wrong, I'd made it up, dog wouldn't do a wee, it's my fault for the way I put him out, something taken out of freezer but I didn't take it out of the packet - wrong, I am so struggling, I wish I lived alone in my brokenness, but I've got to look after her until the end, and it is unthinkable that I might not be able to - she sneers at the idea of employment, and counselling. I am so hurting.