another day in paradice

well, b.f. cancelled again for today. so im in the house again. trying to get on twitter. i love craig ferguson. cant find him. evedentaly im now following russell brand. i like him but i dont think i want to follow him. im very leary about the twitter and have no idea how to navagate around it. its very frustraiting. will have internet for a few moore days. guess someone paid the bill. i know it wasnt me. son still gone. they told my aunt that husband is defenatly dying, but none of us realy beleive it my poor aunt. i wish i was stronger. should go to ymca today. so shy. this is going to be a problum. once i get there and put headphones on it will be ok. its just the getting there. i wish i wasnt so shy. hope i do leave the house today. the rain is comming of course. trying to clean house. wacted lost last night. kinda deppressed that its almost over. i watch way too much tv. oh well, moore later. going to try the tweety bird again. by for now...