Another Day in my life
So I got sick... again. This time was really bad. For over a week I was just laying there in my bed. I couldn't do anything. I was so tired and dizzy that I couldn't get out of bed, and eating was impossible. I lost all interest in food and drink, which made me get more dizzy. Then I started getting nose bleeds. Really bad ones that would last for hours. I could tell it was trying to clot, but my body just couldn't do it. So my nose would bleed for hours making me feel more tired and run down. Then I got my period early, which was very weird. Recently I started getting my period again. Three times in a row, after months of nothing.. and the weird part is... I started restricting more and THEN got my period. So needless to say I am not having a good time. I can kind of eat now, and the nose bleeds stopped. But I still am coughing a lot. There is mucus in my lungs, but I can't get it out. My body is trying by coughing, but it doesn't have the strength to cough hard enough to really get it out. This is the worst sickness I have had in a long time, it's scary even. Last night a new symptom showed it's face, my mucus started to have traces of blood in it. I am not sure what this means, but I am scared. I guess this is what I get for not taking care of my self and for years of ED.