ANOTHER DAY AND FEELING BETTER
THIS IS SUNSET IN ST. THOMAS AS WE SIT ON OUR BALCONY HAVING AN AFTER DINNER COFFEE. IT WAS WARM AND BEAUTIFUL. OH, TO BE THERE AGAIN. MY TIME WILL COME I JUST NEED TO BE PATIENT. NOT REAL GOOD AT THE WAITING GAME. I USUALLY WANT SOMETHING YESTERDAY. LOL !!!SAW MY COUNSELLOR YESTERDAY FOR A MARATHON SESSION, AN HOUR AND A HALF !! WE DISCUSSED A LOT OF THINGS. BUT THE PRIMARY FOCUS WAS ON HOW I FELT ABOUT RETURNING TO WORK. NOT THAT SHE WAS SUGGESTING THAT I DO SO BECAUSE SHE KNOWS I AM IN NO SHAPE TO DO SO. SHE WAS JUST INTERESTED IN MY TAKE ON RETURNING TO THE CLASSROOM AND I TOLD HER IN ALL HONESTY I HAVE FINALLY ACCEPT THAT THIS IS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN. SHE CONCURRED. WE BOTH AFREED THAT IT WOULD CAUSE TOO MUCH STRESS, WAY ABOVE THE LEVEL THAT I CAN MANAGE ON A DAILY BASES. SHE AGREED THAT IT WOULD ONLY BE A VERY SHORT PERIOD OF TIME BEFORE I WOULD HAVE A MAJOR CRASH!! WE DISCUSSED THE PAPERS THAT THE SCHOOL BOARD HAS SENT ME WITH THE UNDERLYING THEME OF RETIRING. WE ALSO DISCUSSED THAT MY PDOC MUST FILL OUT A MEDICAL FORM TO ENSURE THAT THEY KNOW I AM STILL SICK. I EXPRESSED MY FEARS TO HER THAT HE MAY DEEM ME WELL ENOUGH TO RETURN TO WORK IN SEPTEMBER. SHE HIGHLY DOUBTED THAT ESPECIALLY AFTER LAST WEEKS EPISODE. NONTHELESS I STILL WORRY!!! I DON'T SEE HIM UNTIL MAY 19TH AND THE PAPER WORK MUST BE INTO THE OFFICE BY MAY 29. A SMALL WINDOW OF TIME. ANYWAY ONE OF THE HEAD UNION REPS JUST CALLED ME BUT I ASKED HIM TO CALL BACK AS I MUST TAKE THE BOYS TO SCHOOL. HE WILL CALL AFTER 9:30. I WILL LET YOU KNOW HOW IT GOES.WELL, GOT TO PULL ON SOME CLOTHES AND GET THE CCRITTERS READY FOR SCHOOL. BE WELL. DEBBIE
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