Angry with the world!

I'm just plain old angry. It's pour out of every one of my pores. I hate everything right now. I'm in  a place where I am best left to my own devices. It's not going to be a good meeting with my pdoc tomorrow!!! You'd think after 16 years plus of dealing with this crap that I could just ball it all up and stuff it away. Wish it worked like that. anyway, I'm okay.... well not really but you know what I mean. Debbie