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This morning my estranged sister wrote me a hellish latter blaming me for everything my parents did in the construction of their will and my best friend took her side of the argument. I am definately suicidal today and really want a heart attack. Cannot stop pounding my chest to bring one one. I hope it happens soon. Hanging my also be good.
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I am not \'blaming\' you Bob. I am trying to get you to understand and believe that nobody has been out to get you. There have been reasons. I know you won\'t believe me, but I\'ll say it again. I love you, mom and dad loved you - we love you.
You need help,, and I don\'t know what to do. I am so far away , physically and relationship wise. Please lean on the ones closest to you there, even Kam if you need too.
I think I am the least \'bitchiest\' woman I know. You don\'t know me, just an image you\'ve created in your head. Please, call me if you need me. I WILL be there for you.