And Then Some

I have been anxious and then some, here lately.   The nausea is still there, some dizzyness.  I have alternated between high-strung anxiety and painful fatigue.  I have had a lot more heart palpitations lately and sometimes my heart feels heavy  and beats hard for no reason.  I have had my heart checked out and am not worried about that.  It is the nausea and dizzyness and fatigue that worry me now.  I don't want it to ruin Christmas with my anxiety.  The constint is it real or isn't it.  I don't want to do this anymore.  I am tired of not knowing or knowing and not trusting that I am well.  I need to trust in the Lord and that He will take care of me and my family.  I also feel awful because there are people out there who know they have something wrong with them  and here I am complaining about it.  To all out there who are hurting mentally, physically, and/or spiritually, I will pray for peace for all of us and for healing.  God bless.