And Then Some
I have been anxious and then some, here lately. The nausea is still there, some dizzyness. I have alternated between high-strung anxiety and painful fatigue. I have had a lot more heart palpitations lately and sometimes my heart feels heavy and beats hard for no reason. I have had my heart checked out and am not worried about that. It is the nausea and dizzyness and fatigue that worry me now. I don't want it to ruin Christmas with my anxiety. The constint is it real or isn't it. I don't want to do this anymore. I am tired of not knowing or knowing and not trusting that I am well. I need to trust in the Lord and that He will take care of me and my family. I also feel awful because there are people out there who know they have something wrong with them and here I am complaining about it. To all out there who are hurting mentally, physically, and/or spiritually, I will pray for peace for all of us and for healing. God bless.