And that is that

Late night tonight... AGAIN. This little cycle of mine is pretty much done. I feel the rationality returning to my brain and I am really not feeling too many bipolar symptoms. Pat myself on the back.... I feel a bit of pride because I have successfully made it through yet another cycle.... without bipolar medication. In thought this evening, and thinking about the last 4 to 5 years of life. I think I have done pretty well considering my circumstances and I am stronger because of the experience. There was a lot of loss in 2015. Some good, some bad, and some that was just simply inevitable. I believe that it was all fate. Nothing that was under my control. And that is okay. It is probably a good thing that it was not under my control. lol.In the last few years I have been cherished, loved and treasured. I have been an inspiration and a force of will to be reckoned with. I have been falsely accused and betrayed. I have been shown the highest loyalties and truths. My heart has been broken to pieces and has been healed and nurtured. I have cried tears of sadness and tears of happiness. I have loved the deepest of loves and endured the darkest of pains. I have been completely side blinded and baffled I have also enjoyed complete comprehension. People have come and gone due to their choices and my actions/ choices. And all I can think is how wonderful this all has been.I do not regret a single moment. It was all as perfectly flawed as it was meant to be. I can confidently make this statement because in the end of it all, I was true to myself. I learned from my experiences.