An update
I know that I have not been on here much in the last couple of weeks, but there has been so much that has happened to me. First off, I had to move out of my bf's family's house due to aa disagreement with his sister. I am now staying with some friends down the road from my bf. I finally got my meds, but they switched me from the 10mg lexapro to the 40mg of celexa because medicaid wouldn't pay for the lexapro. So, far so good I would say because people are already saying that I am calmer than I was before. I do not cry as much now and that I suppose is a good thing. I still deal with incredibly sad thoughts, like I had over the weekend wghen I did not really here from or see my bf. But I am trying to stay positive. It is so hard to though when you feel like you have absolutley no support. I mean I know that my family is supportive of me but I need to do some things on my own.
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