Am I That Forgettable
Well, it's been two weeks since I told the guy I was seeing that I deserved more than his crumbs and I know I should feel proud of myself for taking a stand and I'm not sorry that I broke it off but he hasn't tried to contact me AT ALL! Although its probably a good thing - because it would present the problem of remaining strong which of course is hard to do - it leaves me with these questions to myself which really bring me down: 1) Am I that forgettable? 2) Did I mean absolutely nothing to him? Was all the time we had together just a pasttime for him?3) Why wasn't I enough for him?4) Is it that easy for him to just never talk to me again? I know I shouldn't be thinking this way but sometimes it gets to me especially when I have some downtime and start ..... THINKING! Gonna go back to some positive reading!