Am I strong enough
Everyone says how strong I was to tell and how strong I am to go through the crap I have and more and more I feel weak. I feel like I'm not strong enough to speak at court or even let them read my testimony at court. I can't stop the memories or the thoughts that everyone would be better if I wasn't here on the earth. I just don't know what to do anymore.
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((Hugs)) tigerlily. Your presence on Earth is important, you just may not know why yet. There\'s still so much of life to enjoy, you just have to make it through this difficult time in your life. Think of the positive difference you can make already if your story is told in court. You would warn others and hopefully stop the one who hurt you from hurting more innocent people.
The memories that you describe as inescapable will only be that if you let them continuously cycle through your mind. You can take control of them by letting out all your emotions, and maybe even distracting yourself by doing things that you enjoy.
And I hope you have a good support network, if not there are many wonderful people here who will listen and support you.