am i going to go insaine?

ok, another sucky day is apon me. went whith boyfreind to take his car to the shop and to get my dentures ajested. it has been a very long week. finnally talked to my doctor. she is calling pharmacy to up my xanex dosege. i will now be taking 4 one milligram pills every day. that is a dose like the rock stars take. maybe now i will get some sleep. i realy wish i wasnt so addicted to them but i am. cant even think about not having them. guess i will be on them for life. thats ok. at least i wont have a nervouse breakdown this month. i am so poor, will have to beg my boyfriend to buy them for me. i cant stand being this poor. i forgot how. oh well, off for now.back later.