Always need a project

My mind is very creative. If I'm not immersed in work, a group activity or then in the process of taking care of life, I know my mind will 'act up' if I don't have a creative project. I'm realizing that and it's quite ok but also extremely helpful info. I notice too if I don't have a focus or a project my mind will start invading me with thoughts and insecurities special. The realization has given me understanding and agency and also has helped me to not fear being myself around others in that I'm kind of able now not fear opening up to others. I know I will still be me and that equally gives me insight to social cues and boundaries. It's really wonderful. I do have to deal with the changes within me but I feel more ready and resilient. 
Have a good night you guys! Keep inspired to keep on keeping on. You are not alone!