Alone time
I’m not so good at being alone, in some ways I am but in some ways I’m not and I react to that.
I’ve learned that not everyone wants or can have the same kinds of relationships. The prayers in church aren’t always a 100% for me. I'm also realizing that we each have in our mind the way we’d like things to go, but not everyone can go there for each other and there’s no judgement in that, it’s important for me to keep that in mind, we’re all different and wanting the relationships we want while dealing with the fact that each of us to a certain degree wants things differently. When there’s a meeting of the mind…..gold!!!
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Tomorrow you won't be alone ...You'll be cuddling with Bluey!!
Thanks!! True true!
since i read this yesterday, i have been meditatively reviewing my strictly personals to see if there is a condition in which i cannot find discontent. too many people can make me feel oppressed. isolation gives the demons in my head too much room to roam. etcetera, etceteri though all the conditions in which my questioning nature has questioned. sigh. . . it's enough to make me wonder if avalon is naught but a myth.
then we get to entering a building full of people reciting memorized prayers they don't fully understand and/or believe. . . it took ALLOT of years of psychotherapy for me to accomplish that herculean task. well. . . it's a herculean task for a recovering child prostitute. the mantra which allowed me to accomplish it is, "take what you like and leave the rest." the clergy who shared freely of their own doubts were my guides.
Thanks Arfie!! Exactly what i needed!! You are amazing!!